Lost.......

I wanted this to be a continuation of my earlier entry...but today I feel Lost...Lost in a myriad of thoughts dreams and memories of my childhood....I lost someone very special...a person who loved me the most after my own mother.....she was a wonderful influence in my life....and yesterday night she breathed her last....it pains me that i ain't there for the person who showered me with so much love and attention...I loathe myself for not being able to do anything for her....i hope god forgives me for the same....Auntie Ma may your soul rest in peace.....cant think of anything more....as the lights on the road of life seemed to dim a little......i still hang on to hope as my compass to select me the right direction.....a poem which apears on my orkut profile seems very apt for the moment...it goes as such...

"A brief candle; both ends burning
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning
A friend to share the lonesome times
A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud birdYou're free at last.- Charlie Daniels"

Bonjour Amigos

its been 3 months since i have written.............the end of 6 theme had become too cumbursome.....towardss the end.....a lot of work in Pubcom....coupled with the dissapointment...of the Indian performance in the worldcup...and getting turned down......mood was damp...other than the fact that maybe i can be back home....if i got posted to Hosur.......but well as my luck goes i got posted to Ennore.....life was looking down........things were not working out...tight schedules....hot sweaty palnt enviornment...the neglect of the mangement.....man wondered wht my future held for me.....but things changed as i changed my abode to Triplicane ...a few metres walk from th e Marina sea beach....a bnustling place filled with lot people and color.......as in the song Lare choote from EK chaalis ka Local....if i started saying that "whatever happens happens for the best" was not the truth...at the end of two months i can say yes whatever happens happens for the best.....