AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Long time.......things have kinda changed over the last year....life has taken too many twists and turns.....i think too much....and sometimes i am bordering on insanity.....illogical bantering....the graph of life has been see sawing worse than a Harmonic wave......from the exhilarating feeling of victory to the despairing depths of a sinking feeling of underachievement.......the exhilaration of victory only surpasses the awesome feeling of being in luv.....where am i? wot i am doing? i don't know...the destination is lost in the darkness stretching beyond....the lamp of hope is running out....i am desperately looking for the last sign of light to lead me on the path where i will get all things i want......at least i think i want....

Lal Selaam !!

A few days ago.....A seasoned politician...A veteran leader.....A "Bhodrolok" politician Mr Jyoti Basu......passed away...I saw a sadness and a respect in both my Parents eyes.....a parting Lal Selaam..a goodbye to an ideologue who appealed to their generation...never seen a man so hated and so loved by millions...

A fantastic test series just got over between SA and IND...kudos to the top two teams in the world and congrats to Team India....Another bomb blast...another vigil with candles...another speech filled with vile threats and hatred....anger...sadness...but IND Gov ensuring talks is like a light at end of the tunnel.....how long will the extremest...fundamentalist...comunalist..castists...hold a sword to our heads and make us live in fear....

I waiting for my trip to Haridwar...it will be exciting..lot of adventures planned...BTW my first post without a excerpt or poem....