AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Long time.......things have kinda changed over the last year....life has taken too many twists and turns.....i think too much....and sometimes i am bordering on insanity.....illogical bantering....the graph of life has been see sawing worse than a Harmonic wave......from the exhilarating feeling of victory to the despairing depths of a sinking feeling of underachievement.......the exhilaration of victory only surpasses the awesome feeling of being in luv.....where am i? wot i am doing? i don't know...the destination is lost in the darkness stretching beyond....the lamp of hope is running out....i am desperately looking for the last sign of light to lead me on the path where i will get all things i want......at least i think i want....